Scars of friendship

I wait just like the same old days for my friends to reach out and predict the grey skies above my head.
Spent my time loitering around looking for new friends but my path led me back to the same old road instead 
They lead me to you but when we’re together I feel I am someone you folks don’t want around
Message upon messages but none concerned my presence and it doesn’t surprise me for it never does
It partly is my fault-I only miss them when I am feeling low
Will they miss me too and ever let this cause go?

I know we aren’t perfect but I had never been as comfortable speaking as much as I did in our company
We were as bright as the sun, we made each other happy even when we couldn’t fathom the agony
I heard you’re following your dreams and ambitions, guess you found someone who could be the one I couldn’t 
It wasn’t out of the blue when I disappeared but no one noticed me slipping away either 
Was it true my faith was shaken but I still believed in us to stick through every thick and thin
Nevermind I’ll remain in the shadows without your help
Although I wished that I was good enough and I wished you cared enough,
But this day I wish nothing but the best for you all and replay our moments
Because sometimes friends last for a lifetime and sometimes solitude is inflicted upon us.

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