Woman or no-one

I am on the outside always looking in. Will I ever be more than I’ve always been? 

Will I ever fly in the sky where I had always dreamed to go or will I always have my feet tied to stone?

Will I be able to go back to where it all started and mend that piece of my life which was broken or 

Will I have to compromise in every step of my life just because I am a woman? 

It has not been long since I realised that I am equally at fault for whatever that’s going on in my life but it has been very long enough to go back to do the right thing which was supposed to be done. 

Will I ever be the woman of my dream that I had dreamt to become, the honest, the truthful and the happy one. 

Or will I end up remaining handcuffed, tied to my fate and destiny wondering what mistakes I have done?

No one wonders why we did what we did or what compelled us to do what we had done. But instead everyone points out that we should learn to adjust in every situation and torment because that’s the way we are programmed to perform.